TO THE STRUGGLER WHO'S NEVER ACTED OUT

I dropped out of Sara's Bible study and began to build a wall of defense between us. I was tired, and I wanted the peace of mind I thought I had had before. All through the winter of 1993 and 1994, I sought that peace, but I couldn't find it. In an attempt to put the issue to rest, I began to raid the county library. ................
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