SHARING MY THEOLOGICAL JOURNEY - China Horizon
SHARING MY THEOLOGICAL JOURNEY
Dear Wangyen:
After quickly going over your 16-page paper on
truth and diversity (which is so interesting and gripping,
but frustrating to read, because just as you
wax eloquent, you cut yourself off -- I realize these are
extracts from several papers), I now remember the
occasion when we had dinner together, in a restaurant,
with 5 others, on the first floor of a "mall", near the Shell
station and the supermarket, southwest of SBC.
We discussed some issue, either
presuppositionalism vs. evidentialism, or
some other theological issue. You left a little
early. Well, it took me quite some time to connect
your name to an occasion (sorry, I still cannot
reconstruct your face in my mind).
I appreciate your honest struggles esp. in the first 2
pages of the paper, but actually throughout its
entirety. But I am different from you; I have
real hope, and have found some answers.
I will be honest with you. Please do not circulate
these comments broadly; but you may choose
to discuss it with those who came to the dinner
that evening.
1. I AM AGAINST NEUTRALITY/PRAGMATISM
I grew up in a pragmatic, anti-theological evangelical
environment, similar to your context since age 17.
And I don't like the pragmatism.
I still swim in these pragmatic waters -- for example,
the CCCOWE movement, Chinese churchesm
mission agencies, denominations, seminaries,
publishing houses, and parachurch agencies...
I have come to the conclusion that:
Theology/doctrine is important. Theological
presuppositions, convictions, distinctives, etc. are
important. We cannot just brush these aside and go
on exegesis alone to build convictions/conclusions.
We bring our theological presuppositions to our exegesis.
Unavoidable.
2. I MADE A DECISION
We will disagree on every major point. You are
correct. I moved through a maze of issues (their number
was smaller in 1968-71, when I was at university,
and 1971-75, my MDiv years), and have come to
some conclusions by 1979 (I was 28).
I decided that I would be Reformed. Not because Jonathan
Chao, Wilson Chow and a few other CGST-founder men
taught me Calvinism when I was at university, i.e., not
because I blindly followed others.
But because, until proven otherwise, I will settle on
the covenant/Reformed system of doctrine as the
best framework for interpreting Scripture.
So I joined a Reformed denomination. (As you well
know, the word "denomination" presupposes the
Body of Christ, of which the denomination is merely
a type, or denomination.) I acted
out of conviction, not convenience. Nobody in
the PCA knew me, and I didn't know them. I
started from scratch. Since then, I made lots
of friends.
3. IS MY SYSTEM "TRUE"?
Does this mean that I think the Reformed system of doctrine
is "true"?
Yes. Not in an ultimate sense. I do not think that Reformed
theology equals the view of the universe as God sees the
universe from his vantage point.
But I would confess that it is very close to the "system of
doctrine taught in Scripture." And I believe such a system
exists, even though we as finite, sinful humans can never
get a perfect knowledge of it.
Well, I took the fiinal step in 1979 and joined the Presbyterian
Church in America (PCA - not to be confused with other Presbyterian
denominations). When I was licensed, and again when
I was ordained, I signed my name on a piece of paper, which
said that I owe it to my presbytery to believe in, and to preach
and teach, the system of doctrine taught in Scripture
as understood by the Westminster Confession (as revised
by the PCA). And if I change my mind, I am obliged to
tell my presbytery, or else I will stand trial.
I have chosen to submit to the PCA in the general/total
area of doctrine. Actually, one cannot become a PCA
minister if one were Arminian or Dispensationalist. (That
is only fair and reasonable: there are other denominations
to join, for people of other convictions!)
I have found my denominational identity to be very
convenient, and actually contributes to my effectiveness
in participating in theological discussions/debates. I
would also say, that God did not appoint me to settle
every doctrinal dispute with every doctrinal adversary!
I can witness to my theology in a joyful, humble,
confident way. And I am content within my
limitations.
I believe in the unity, sufficiency, authority, and
perspicuity of Scripture. I understand the perspicuity
of Scripture within my doctrinal framework.
About 20 years ago, Rev. Wally Yew (Dallas graduate)
asked me a poignant question. I was gung-ho about
having just joined the PCA. He said to me, "Sam,
how can you be so sure?"
I have not forgotten that question. Today, I am not as
sure as I was 20 years ago. There are plenty of
problems in my denomination. It is NOT heaven!
But I am more confident, though more humbled,
in my convictions. My newfound, more mellow
confidence does not make me an obnoxious
crusader (at least I try not to be one). Rather,
it makes me a witness who takes every opportunity
God gives me to teach, speak, witness, share,
persuade, converse, as an ambassador of
my doctrinal system -- ultimately, as an
ambassador of God's revelation in Scripture.
4. ARE OTHER SYSTEMS "WRONG"?
Do I think therefore, that Arminians and Dispensationalists
are wrong?
Yes, but again not in an ultimate sense. I need to maintain
my humility; I have no monopoly on truth (nor does
my denomination.) But I am loyal to my beliefs, and
my church's.
My church's constitution says that godly men can
differ in conscience. I hold on to my beliefs in good
conscience, and in good conscience can say that
other theological systems are not consistent with
what I see as the system of doctrine taught in Scripture.
There is plenty of theological and practical problems
which Calvinists and Presbyterians need to work through.
To start with, we are certainly not perfect in our
sanctification. Then there are intellectual (logical,
if you will) issues -- "contradictions"
as you call them; JI Packer calls one such "an antinomy"
(in EVANGELISM AND THE SOVEREIGNTY OF GOD).
But, I will say that the Reformed system of doctrine
is more consistently biblical. Put it another way, I
am indebted to, and grateful for, Calvin, the Puritans,
the Dutch such as Abraham Kuyper, Berkhof and
Van Til, and the Americans such as Francis
Schaeffer, RC Sproul and Canadians such as JI
Packer. I have chosen them to be my teachers.
I certainly acknowledge that most Arminians and
most (if not all) Dispensationalists believe in the inerrancy,
inspiration and authority of Scripture. And there are
plenty of godly men and women in their communions
who can taught me a lot. (And they have.) So I will continue
to befriend, work with, debate, and disagree with them
as friends -- more than friends, actually; in this postmodern
age when deconstructionism, neo-orthodoxy is flooding
the Chinese church, Dispensationalists and non-Calvinists
who believe in inerrancy are actually my bed-fellows and
fellow-soldiers.
JVN Talmage, a Dutch/American Reformed missionary
in Amoy, China, made a speech in 1877 in Shanghai.
He said that, if we act in interdenominational cooperation
and union, based on the light already given by the
Holy Spirit, then the Holy Spirit will grant us more light.
I think he is right, and quite a prophet.
5. OTHER CHURCHES ARE CHURCHES
The PCA Constitution (the Form of Government of the PCA)
states that other churches are churches, and can declare
their own terms of membership. So I can go to Baptistic
and Arminian and Dispensationalist churches and preach,
and even serve, so long as they accept me and grant me
the freedom to teach as I understand the system of
doctrine taught in Scripture. The bounday
which the PCA sets for me is: I can labor out-of-bounds (not
in a geographical sense, but in the sense that I am out
of the boundaries of my presbytery's ecclesiastical authority)
in an independent church, or in a parachurch agency/missions
agency. I cannot go and serve in a non-Presbyterian
denominational church (Baptist, Methodist, Anglican, etc.).
In that case, I should change membership/credentials.
Now there are churches which are apostaste in their
beliefs. Are they churches? As long as they claim
to be churches and have the marks of the church (preaching,
sacraments, discipline). But they need to be sanctioned.
By whom? Well, that's what denominations are for. The
very existing of Bible-believing denominations (of all types)
is a witness against apostasy.
6. LEARNING TO LOVE
I have learned, the hard way, to really love Baptists, 4-point
Calvinists, Independents, Arminians, Trichomists,
Pre-mills, and Dispensationalists from my heart. (It seems
that I have less problems loving Lutherans, Anglicans and
Vineyard-type mild Charismatics; I don't know why; perhaps
the doctrinal differences with Bapts., Arms. and Disps. are
more pronounced, the battlelines drawn more clearly in
US church history in the 20th century).
Give you one example: A brother-pastor has become a
good friend of mine, since I moved to Los Angeles. He
told me one day, "You need friends." And he invited me
to be part of his friendship circle of young pastors.
One day, I asked him, "What seminary did you graduate
from?" He answered, "Dallas." You see, I had forgotten.
I knew the answer, but forgot it. I had enjoyed his
friendship so much. There are real, serious theological
differences between us. But we are friends. Actually
there are 5 of us -- one is PC-USA (Presbyterian),
two are Alliance (C&MA), I am in the PCA, and the
other belongs to an "independent Chinese denomination"
(bad choice of words on my part).
7. LEARNING TO SERVE IN
OTHER THEOLOGICAL CONTEXTS
I served in an independent, Baptistic church in Chicago
(800-1000 people) as their senior pastor, 1992-95.
I now serve in an independent, fairly dispensationalist
church, as a teaching pastor. I have been here since
Sept. 1997 -- three and a half years. Which is longer
than the period of time I stayed in the Chicago church.
So I have found it possible to teach Reformed theology
as I understand it, without waving banners and
critiquing other theologies. I have learned to respect
others' (other churches') positions and not break up
their unity.
By the way, my life-goal is no longer to start Reformed
Chinese churches. Only to teach Reformed doctrine.
There is a difference between these two goals, as I have
come to realize. The course of action is very different.
My course of action is: I do not aggressively persuade
people to change their views/denominations. I witness
by my ministry, my teaching, my writing, my
conversations with others.
8. WOMEN IN MINISTRY
I take the Grudem/Piper approach on women's role
in the ministry. Actually my views are even closer to
James Hurley and Susan Foh's (Grudem, Hurley and
Fohs were all at Westminster when I was there).
I do find feminist hermeneutics problematic. (We
can talk about this on another occasion.)
9. PRIMARY AND SECONDARY STANDARDS
In conclusion, I find that there is a way to resolve
the seeming CONTRADICTIONS in theology. That is,
our first loyalty is to the "Holy Spirit speaking in Scripture"
(Westminster Confession chapter 1). But there are
secondary standards; mine are Westminster Confession
and Catechisms.
So I have a hierarchy of issues in my mind, which comes
first. The primary issues are those in the Confession
and Catechism, with exceptions: civil magistrate;
how to observe Sabbath (playing or watching ball
games OK or not OK); the number and nature of
church offices; worship style and form and content;
mode of baptism; millennium.
I think most confessing Presbyterians (and Baptists who
subscribe to the London Confession of 1689, and
Congregationalists who subscribe to the Savoy
Declaration) would agree that there is a fairly
standard, agreed-upon list of "secondary issues".
10. I WELCOME TRADITION/INTERPRETATION
Have I resorted to tradition? Yes of course! Is
tradition part of interpretation? Yes of course!
I realize that I used to belong to a very small, narrow
creek which is part of a river system.
I feel that I now see the whole river and the ocean, but
I have chosen to belong to a particular branch of the
river. And I am happy here.
One advantage is: The Reformed faith is fairly
consistent (there are problems, of course). And
it is very strong on the Lordship of Christ over all
dimensions of life.
11. COMING TO KNOW
WONDERFUL PEOPLE AND HOMES
(AND CHEFS!)
I have also had the wonderful opportunity to
observe WONDERFUL Baptist families (Illinois,
Pennsylvania) and WONDERFUL Presbyterian
families (in the Deep South states of Alabama,
Louisiana, Mississippi, Georgia, and in urban/
suburban Florida), and enjoyed their hospitality.
I see real differences and yet real similarities
as to how each type of Christian home works
out its beliefs, values, family traditions. Both
denominations LOVE TO EAT ! And they
eat well! ( :-) )
I am sure Lutherans, Charismatics, Anglicans
and Methodists love to eat, too!
12. THEOLOGY IS IMPORTANT;
THEOLOGY IS GOOD
The above is offered not to convince you to adopt
Reformed theology (though you are invited to do
so if you feel led and convinced), but
more importantly to say:
It is better for one's clear thinking and
effective ministry,
to have a system of theology,
than not to have a system.
And in a multi-denominational context,
it actually is more helpful to have
a denominational/theological identity,
than not to have one.
13. THEOLOGY CONTRIBUTES
TO INTERDENOMINATIONAL UNITY
Case in point:
Presbyterians, Congregationalists and (Dutch)
Reformed missionaries in China -- they all
come from confessing denominations --
were the MOST eager to achieve interdenominational
union (esp. in Amoy), China, 1860s. Why?
I think it is precisely because,
they have a theological system as well
as convictions about the Bible.
So they felt free to move on to talk about
unity, merger, etc.
If we don't have a system,
merger talks can become a mess.
14. WHERE BATTLE LINES ARE TODAY
Meanwhile, I will work with all who subscribe
to inerrancy, and find the larger battles:
(a) neo-orthodox view of revelation / Scripture
(b) postmodern, deconstructionist hermeneutics
(c) compromise with Taoism and Confucianism
(d) importing secular psychology and marketing
presuppositions
Well, if I don't stop, my letter will become
16 pages! (No offense -- I KNOW I am verbose.)
Very cordially in Christ,
Sam Ling
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